Well tonight is yet another night I get to listen to the kids complain. Valentines day is just an over rated commersalized holiday that causes people to spend money they just dont have. I know I sound like the grinch and maybe I am but holidays just are no fun for me! I never have money to spend on people and when you get a gift you just feel like crap that you cant return the gift!
     For me yeah my kids let me sleep in really late!! yeah 7:00 am is the time Abbie woke me up!! well she normally wakes me at 6. Sunday was speical though her daddy bought me a box of chocolate covered cherries and a card. He wrote my girls names in it and had Abbie give it to me. Pretty nice right? Sad thing is we have been seeing each other for 16 years and I HATE DARK CHOCOLATE!!! Worse yet dark covered cherries!! Thats what he gives me every year and every year he eats them cause he knows I hate them!!
     Mondays are my favorit day of the week!! Once I get the kids off to school the house is quite until 2:20 so I get to sleep all day!! I think I am getting sick though so I sleep alot when Im sick even with all the meds I take I still have my manic and depressive days and I have been on the manic side now for about a week and a half. I have not slept more than 2 hours a night! With the snow that is falling and the cold I can feel the crash coming! I have called my doctor to try and get meds for the crud in my lungs and the infection I feel in my chest but the crabby nurse just never called me back! I guess she is not ready to help me. My doctor is one of the nices doctors in the world if you know whats wrong with you and you dont like going in to see him. I am always able to call him up and ask for anything for myself and or my children and he just orders it. The clinic has now changed there way of answering calls and they tend to filter out the calls. The nurse may not even get the note for two days! I guess I have to go see him so that he can add a note to my file saying just give her what she wants!! I took Audree in there on thursday, we had to see the PA and guess what??! That crazy woman told me my daughter had PINK EYE!! she ordered drops I told her it was not PINK EYE but she thought she new better. I had to take Audree back today to get something different and they made us see her again!! this time I got my way, Audree now has medicaine for the sinis infection that has been coming out her eyes for almost a week now!! See our Doctor never questions me he knows I KNOW my kids and he can save us both time by just giving me what I ask for the first time! Well I know I have been really random but I guess thats me!